late night thoughts are the root of all evil and sadness.
tonight i wondered again, where did i go wrong? how did i manage to chase everyone away? is there something wrong with me? why can't someone stay? is it really difficult to stay by my side? am i a very difficult person to love?
constantly asking myself that question...
my self esteem is so low.. i don't even believe anyone can love me especially when i can't bring myself to even like myself a little. everything i see is flawed.
i am just a great big flaw.
sigh, goodnight.
i've had enough of my body and emotions.
most of the time i just want to be a robot.
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