fats

sry just an irrelevant ootd

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sometimes i wish that both of us weren't best friends so that i can fall for you... you've watched me go in and out of love several times with all sorts of wrong people, telling me "i knew it" or "told you" as if you could totally see the break up happening the moment i told you about them. i'm sorry for the times i neglected you during my relationship(S) or when i focus my attention to someone else haha. I'll never neglect you again i promise.

You've watched me make (possibly) the worst and best decisions of my life. From not joining FO which led to me convincing you to quit FO (sort of) to the days where i don't eat and to the times when i used to smoke. haha, you've seen it all. my good days, my bad days. The days i dress up like a princess and the days where i look like a pauper and you would still call me beautiful. 

Over the year(ish), you've known me better than I know myself. We talk on a daily basis and if we don't, i'll text you after a week telling you how much I miss you because I really do. Everyone else says I'm a difficult person to love, but you said I'm easy to love. Every other person has left my life but you're still here. Even i think im a difficult person but time and time again you will reassure me telling me that im fine and tough times will pass. (Sometimes i wonder what is wrong w u...?!? why tho why m i so "normal" in ur eyes) 

you're perfect in my eyes and i will never understand why you're single or why you think it would be hard to love someone like you.

Everyone said that your true friends are found in secondary school. but hey, I found a gem in poly and you bitches be hatin' lol kidding. But really, it's my luck and my fortune to have met someone like you and be loved by someone like you.