contented

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i love the post work out adrenaline or happiness i feel. 

yes it's 2:40a.m and i just showered with my hair dripping wet because i worked out at 1a.m call me crazy but hey, calories need to be burned man. 

anyway, i'm slowly grasping onto the idea of being happy because i can, rather than letting my emotional stability ride on someone else. also, i decided to come up with 15 things to do during this holiday which is about 2 and a half months... yay lets start

1. go book shopping 

2. disappear for 2 or 3 days (no phone, no contact etc)

3. clear my wardrobe

4. tone up

5. get my abs 

6. sign up for my gym membership

7. decide what i want to do for my 18th

8. go for weekly swims

9. stay in and have a movie marathon 

10. redo my cupboard and wardrobe

11. thrift shoooop

12. start drawing again

13. read 30 books by the end of the holidays

14. go for a family outing

15. lose 3 kg

yeah that's basically it i want to go into solitary this holiday i guess we'll see how it goes.
i'm quite excited actually. especially for book shopping and reading my books.
alright it's 3 am and i should sleep now!
goodnight