Wednesday 27 August 2014

fat anna goes FIT

hello hello,
as seeeen from the title yes im blogging about getting fit again wow ANNA WHEN WILL YOU STOP.
but okay the truth is the past few.. weeks i've been eating like CRAP and feeling CRAPPIER and i think it's time that i took being healthy more seriously. (inserts angry emoji)
side note: its 1 am and im doing a draft for this post because i was lazy to take pictures of my food log but tmr i will and i update this post again (not sure why im even saying this because you guys will know, but haaaaaaay i'm putting in effort!)

so anyway, i've decided to be a lot A LOT healthier simply because i want a hotter body (let's face it, who on this green green earth doesn't?) and if you didn't realise i always go into these "healthy" phases whenever its the holidays HAHA. but this time it shall be permanent. i've never put in so much effort into cooking and preparing food before, i'm actually quite surprised! Read on if you want to know what i've been doing or what i'm going to do for this lifestyle change! p.s/ it's not a diet, it's a lifestyle change :)

feel free to join me in this fitness journey n we can all be fit together YAY!!!!!! and have hot bodies!!!!!! and make singapore even hotter!!!!!!!!! ohyeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok first up -

!!! 3 WEEKS CLEANSE !!!!
This cleanse is to actually get rid of the bad eating habits that all or most of us have. So this means that during this time frame, i'm going to

1. stop eating junk THIS INCLUDES ALL YOUR SWEET DRINKS AND SWEETS AND ALL THE GOOD SINFUL UNHEALTHY FOOD THE GOOD GOD HAS BLESSED US WITH like krispy kreme and ice cream and UNHEALTHY frozen yogurt and pretzels and french fries and apple pie (inserts a spam of crying emoji)

2. DRINK AT LEAST 2 LITRES OF WATER A DAY - ok i can't measure how much i drink but normally i have this hugeass bottle i bring around (most of the time to work) and i refill it around 3 to 4 times a day. or what you can do is buy a 500ml water bottle and make sure you empty it at least 4 times! water is v impt in weight loss (and i did not do my research on why it is important but MAKE SURE YOU DRINK THE HELL UP!)

3. cut down on carbs. I've said in my previous post (it's actually on the joint blog i have w natty http://advofnatandanna.blogspot.sg/) that I AM ADDICTED TO CARBS i'm not even kidding, i look at sushi and get a bit sad at times because i know that even though it is healthy, the carb content is mad high and it's the reason why i get so bloated at the end of every day :( ok when i say cut down on carbs........ i think i'll leave that to the meal plans part.. yup.

4. WATCH YOUR SODIUM CONTENT. this means that you should always keep in mind how much of salt you're actually consuming. try and opt for things with lesser sodium, if you're buying fries (which you should not even be doing excuse me?) try and go with fries without salt. Its bad bc it makes you have higher blood pressure which may lead to stroke or heart disease. AND ALSO, salt causes water retention which makes you LOOK bloated and makes you think you gained weight (A lot of weight btw) so if u wanna be lean then cut down on dat salt gurl

5. Stick to healthier options. Such as low fat, reduced fat (which means the same thing lol), lesser sugar, lesser salt etc!!!!! have u heard LESS IS MORE so the lesser the unhealthy things you consume THE MORE YOU LOOK HOTTER WOOOO. on a serious note tho, it's the smallest decisions like these that actually changes our diets and bodies as a whole!

So those are the 5 "guidelines" that i would or actually am sticking to throughout these 3 weeks to help kick my bad eating habits (for those that think i'm perfect and always healthy, NO I'M NOT bc i have this bad addiction to sweet things like oreos AND I SNACK ALL THE TIME. UGH but i'm kicking that bad habit so YOU SHOULD TOO!!!!) join me in this torturous and sad 3 week journey, BECAUSE ONCE THESE THREE WEEKS ARE OVER, these 5 "guidelines" will eventually start being your GOOD HABITS! because habits take 3 weeks to develop so YAY!

okay now for the meals part.........................
so we go from breakfast to dinner (last meal of the day)

BREAKFAST
normally for breakfast i have milk and cereal! absolutely love cereal and it's my greatest weakness. it's so bad that i eat 2 servings every morning! hehhh
this is the milk i drink and the cereal i eat.

milk - from the organic section in ntuc, $3.90


cereal - POST Great Grains (normally switch around the type i eat, this is the banana nut crunch one!) $5.95

most of the time i buy my milk 2 cartons at a time because i use milk to make my overnight oats as well as pancakes and i tend to finish it within 4 days (max).

if i have time in the morning, i'll fry some pancakes too!



erm, if I'm not wrong, the brand of my pancake mix is called ORGAN and it's organic, gluten free, buckwheat pancake mix! it's affordable too, priced at $5.90. The portion is actually quite a lot and for that morning i made a stack of 5 pancakes for brunch and it was 1/3 to 1/4 of the mix. 
So what i would do is, I would prepare my batter the NIGHT BEFORE and only use HALF of the pancake mix, meaning that all measurements will be cut by half (eg instead of 90ml, use 45ml) and 3 eggs, use 1 and a half (ok i never really got the 1 and a half thing but i always use 2 egg whites and 1/2 yolk heh????) 
yup, and normally half a mix can last me 2 servings (for normal human beings with only 1 stomach instead of 4, it would probably last you 3 servings LOL) 
I add blue berries into the mix and fold them in, then fry them on a non stick pan WITHOUT oil or butter! I top them up with sunflower seeds and devour them after hehe. (OH AND MAPLE SYRUP!)

next for LUNCH/DINNER

okay why i say lunch or dinner is because today i've decided to switch my diet around and have oatmeal for dinner instead of lunch because my dinner is too heavy to be a dinner. So you can take your pick, if you think that overnight oats is heavy then choose that for lunch instead!! Your meals are supposed to be smaller as the day goes by, not bigger :) 

So overnight oats!
I've been making overnight oats for the past 3 weeks already. It's really simple and good!! and super filling. You can google for the recipe and initially when i started making overnight oats, i've been following the Kath Eats Real Food recipe ( http://www.katheats.com/favorite-foods/overnightoats ) but i feel that it's a bit too heavy because you use both milk and greek yogurt so I switched to just greek yogurt by using a 1:1 ratio 


my rendition of "strawberry shortcake" hehe, it's oatmeal layers with a strawberry middle YUM

not quite sure what brand of oatmeal i use (you can try and zoom in but i just tried with my comp and i cant heh) but whatever brand it is, make sure it is ROLLED oats and not INSTANT oats because you cant make overnight oats with instant oats haha. i would mix my oats with greek yogurt, maple syrup/honey, chia seeds and cinnamon then top them off with sunflower seeds! 
I would normally make 4 batches at a go, so that i don't have to keep making... but i ran out of yogurt last night so I only made two batches. :( so far i've tried making apple and cinnamon, strawberries, blueberries and bananas! All tastes equally good yum. 
btw, this is made the night before so that the oatmeal can set! You can keep it for up to a week if i'm not wrong! I've tried mine after 5 days and it still tastes gooooood.

As for my other meal, I'm trying to have a form of protein so I would cook chicken breast!!!
I've only JUST started cooking chicken because i don't trust myself with the stove and also i always just ate salad LOL.
so for today's dinner at work, i made myself soba and chicken (prepared from last night of course) 

i love love love japanese soba and this is the organic Zaru Soba (buckwheat soba) and what I do is, I will first marinate the chicken at the beginning of the day with pepper and a BIT of salt and sesame oil and leave it in the fridge. Then I'll boil it at night when I get home (actually i think marinating is redundant...... i have no idea) and I'll cook my soba too! I leave both of them to cool down then I'll dice the chicken. I put the noodles into my tupperware and put 4 tablespoons of soba sauce. You have to know that the sauce to soba ratio is VERY little so don't worry because, imagine dipping your soba into 4 tablespoons of sauce. yup. And also, I mean TABLESPOON not SOUP SPOON yeah. haha. okay anyway, I put the chicken on top and some cherry tomatoes and leave them in the fridge.

As for tomorrow's meal, I made chicken salad which is just veggies with brocoli, beans, tomatoes and boiled chicken. 
hot chick


for my leafy greens, i actually buy those that are already in the bag. If i'm not wrong, the brand is called crunchy and its $3.90. I'll take a picture and update tomorrow or thursday! because I'm not doing meal prep tomorrow night hehe, thursday imma go outttttt yayers!

anyway, I'm heading to bed now cos it's the second night that I'm actually finishing this draft aha,
from now onwards, I'll be posting up pictures and descriptions of my meals and workouts everyday! :) yay hope you're as excited as I am!!! goodnight all~

oh oh, next post will probably touch a bit on work out as well. Not so much though, probably just a bit ;) hehe gdnight now~


Sunday 24 August 2014

contented


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i love the post work out adrenaline or happiness i feel. 
yes it's 2:40a.m and i just showered with my hair dripping wet because i worked out at 1a.m call me crazy but hey, calories need to be burned man. 
anyway, i'm slowly grasping onto the idea of being happy because i can, rather than letting my emotional stability ride on someone else. also, i decided to come up with 15 things to do during this holiday which is about 2 and a half months... yay lets start

1. go book shopping 
2. disappear for 2 or 3 days (no phone, no contact etc)
3. clear my wardrobe
4. tone up
5. get my abs 
6. sign up for my gym membership
7. decide what i want to do for my 18th
8. go for weekly swims
9. stay in and have a movie marathon 
10. redo my cupboard and wardrobe
11. thrift shoooop
12. start drawing again
13. read 30 books by the end of the holidays
14. go for a family outing
15. lose 3 kg

yeah that's basically it i want to go into solitary this holiday i guess we'll see how it goes.
i'm quite excited actually. especially for book shopping and reading my books.
alright it's 3 am and i should sleep now!
goodnight

Saturday 23 August 2014

ramblings at 1215

im exhausted.
ive flooded my schedule with work almost everyday... so much that within the next two weeks, i only opted for 2 days without work ha ha
so don't ask me out cos im busy (which is an excuse for me not wanting to socialize with anyone or everyone)
its mummy's birthday today (as of 12mn) so i'll probably do up a post at night to cover her birthday and stuff like that.
i really wanted to watch suits when i got home but i have work at 11am tomorrow so im not quite in the mood for any snuggling and watching show kinda thing. meh.
im such a mundane person, how can anyone stand me hahaha
late night ramblings, oh how interesting.
gd night everyone, get a good night's sleep and don't let your thoughts ruin your mind.
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1227am
i think its hard to constantly remind ourselves that it's who or what we love that make us who we are rather than who loves us.
but then again, its always the question of, is it because of the similarity of our personality with who loves us that makes us who we are? ok put it this way. what if our personality attract people with similar personality? then does the "theory" or what we are is who loves us? or is that the same as loving ourselves? then what about opposites attract? do they really still attract? i believe more in like minded attractiveness rather than opposites cos thats for sure that i can never be with someone that do not like or have tattoos haha. sort of a mind f-ing question huh.. but anyway my main point is, it's hard to tell myself that who i am is what i have achieved and what i love or who i love rather than who loves me (no one) or what loves me (ha ha nothing) bc im constantly surrounded by people who are so... loved? hahah (yes this might just be jealousy speaking) im not sure why people always say my love life is complicated but hey man it's as empty as a black hole and im not willing to love someone just yet so........
who am i exactly and why do i exist?
(and to add on to the truckload of questions i ask myself or you, whoever you are, WHY AM I SO FUCKING FAT)
i really got to do something about my physical appearance.
it's disgusting.

ok now goodnight for real

Friday 22 August 2014

late night thoughts

late night thoughts are the root of all evil and sadness.
tonight i wondered again, where did i go wrong? how did i manage to chase everyone away? is there something wrong with me? why can't someone stay? is it really difficult to stay by my side? am i a very difficult person to love?
constantly asking myself that question...
my self esteem is so low.. i don't even believe anyone can love me especially when i can't bring myself to even like myself a little. everything i see is flawed.
i am just a great big flaw.
sigh, goodnight.
i've had enough of my body and emotions.
most of the time i just want to be a robot.


Thursday 21 August 2014

fats

sry just an irrelevant ootd
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sometimes i wish that both of us weren't best friends so that i can fall for you... you've watched me go in and out of love several times with all sorts of wrong people, telling me "i knew it" or "told you" as if you could totally see the break up happening the moment i told you about them. i'm sorry for the times i neglected you during my relationship(S) or when i focus my attention to someone else haha. I'll never neglect you again i promise.
You've watched me make (possibly) the worst and best decisions of my life. From not joining FO which led to me convincing you to quit FO (sort of) to the days where i don't eat and to the times when i used to smoke. haha, you've seen it all. my good days, my bad days. The days i dress up like a princess and the days where i look like a pauper and you would still call me beautiful. 
Over the year(ish), you've known me better than I know myself. We talk on a daily basis and if we don't, i'll text you after a week telling you how much I miss you because I really do. Everyone else says I'm a difficult person to love, but you said I'm easy to love. Every other person has left my life but you're still here. Even i think im a difficult person but time and time again you will reassure me telling me that im fine and tough times will pass. (Sometimes i wonder what is wrong w u...?!? why tho why m i so "normal" in ur eyes) 
you're perfect in my eyes and i will never understand why you're single or why you think it would be hard to love someone like you.
Everyone said that your true friends are found in secondary school. but hey, I found a gem in poly and you bitches be hatin' lol kidding. But really, it's my luck and my fortune to have met someone like you and be loved by someone like you. 

Tuesday 19 August 2014

revival

hey guys. it has been long since i've actually blogged deep thoughts at.. "this" timing aha. I just got home from the first day of the mbassador camp (marketing "M"bassador) to look after some family things before i go back down tomorrow for day 2 at 8:30am.
so anyway, i realised this really weird fact about me recently.
i feel very stressed depressed (and not well dressed) whenever i like someone because uncertainty just fills my mind. first of all, i can not deal with rejection so whenever i feel like or know that i'm getting too emotionally attached/inclined with someone i'll start to feel extremely down because im scared (or i know) that they won't or don't reciprocate the same feelings. and recently i've been feeling a lot of this shit because im starting to like this person..... but im not sure if i should stop everything because i know s/he doesn't like me back. ugh so childish i know but it's like taking a leap of faith which i can't bring myself to do. unless he really likes me and i can tell then i'll probably free fall into his arms but i know for sure that nothing will happen. even though a part of me hopes that i'm wrong.
so sad really.
why can't i just be courageous and do something. haha, but i know i'm not the kind to confess, much less take the first step.
love is such a weird and interesting thing. why do we even have emotions though?? it wrecks and destroys us yet it makes us feel like we're on a never ending high.

i really really really like you.
but i just don't dare to do anything.
am i suppose to let feelings fade?
so freaking scared idw to end up hurt again.

-a

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Monday 11 August 2014

hello, blogger

hello hello, i'm back after a long long time.
Life has been really shaky and unstable the past few months/weeks with breaking up with Yi Qi and then dating this guy and then we stopped dating well oh well.
But now I'm just embracing single life, it hasn't been so simple in such a long long time and I'm just grateful that I don't have to please anyone now or worry about someone being angry at me.
Gonna delete all my old posts simply because I kinda wanna start blogging without having the old posts being here.
Actually, I'm not very sure cos it would be nice to be able to read my blog in future when I'm bored......
yeah

that's basically it.
here's a picture of the beautiful skyline.