mid week

hi everyone

another blogpost up today huhuhuh :> 

I just got on my bed after a tiring day at school and work (inserts -what is think is the- sigh emoji) 

It's only the 3rd day of school and I feel exhausted!!! wow

but it's the good kind of exhausted, where you feel like you're accomplishing something in your life -exhausted. yup :> 

here's my ootd for day 1 (of sem 2)

basically, after (2 hours of) school, i rushed down to cp to collect my parka, and then rushed home so that i can get adequate rest before I pull off my 4 hour shift without looking so groggy and tired.

got home at like... 3 and work started at 6 which was o-sum woohoo

when there are no customers: this is what i do at the cashier HAHAHAHAH

did closing for the first time and this sort of reminded me of milk coming out from cows' udders.......... closing on monday was okay cos pin worked freakishly fast, like bam, everything was done???????!!!!!!!! freaking superwoman man.

anyway, ended work at 10, got home at about 10:15-30 ish and then did some stuff before i slept

day2:

No morning lecture and the lectures i had was at 4pm-6pm and 6pm-7pm

so i dressed down that day!

peace from me 2 u

h8ed the weather cos before i went to meet may at 3, i had to go to the bankS to run some errands and it was so freaking warm!!!!!!!! i wanted to cry cos i hated sweating too ): 

after that i went to meet bg for dinner.

had stingray @ 511.

 lol

ya that's abt it for tues 

day3:

which is today.

i can't believe it's only wednesday...... like it feels like it has been 10 days already or something

HAHAHAHAHAH

so today had bstats lect and i think bstats is gonna be the hardest module im about to take ): it's rly tough... it's only the first lect and im just like

STOP JUST STOP RIGHT THERE I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE LOL

Let me dig a hole and be a failure ya

what i wore: 

ok so 1. the jersey is actually very see through in rl

2. im wearing a denim bustier and shorts underneath

3. im not a slut im just a girl with an extremely short body, which makes most of my tops neither here nor there -too short to be a dress, too long to be a shirt. smtg like a tunic but no- 

came home aft having lunch with may (which i only ate half of an ice cream meh) 

slept for 1/2 hr before i had to rush off for work 

this helped me for a 6 hour shift, but wore off once it hit 9. 

Seriously super tired when it was time to do closing

peace no 2

so that marks the end of.................. the 3 days omfg?!?!?!?!

3 days only but im a fighter im proud of not dying and adapting to my school-work lifestyle

im working everyday from today - next monday (closing every single day omfg) and i think im gonna be helllll tired but i have everything planned out and it should go according to plan!

this is called anna getting her shit together 101 

Im shortlisting unis now and maaan this is tough. my mum really wants me to go to NYU but im super scared i can't make it AND afford it (hence the school-work lifestyle) 

but other than that, everything's been pretty good cos I'm distracting myself so I don't have much time to think about my emotions or even deal with them.

but lately, may and I have been getting pretty close and our reactions to things are damn funny

like when she tells me smtg sometimes (most of the time la k) i'll say "0 fucks given"

and then whenever I tell her things she'll say that too.

so ystd in lect, she said something and both of us said at the same time "0 fucks given to ___" HAHAHAHAHAH so cute ok

and she's so sweet, she wants to celebrate my birthday with me even though it has been 2 weeks since my birthday....

cray girl is cray

but i love her n im glad that shes here by my side through out my hectic lifestyle... even though i know she doesn't understand what's going on in my mind and all that, she's really a good person to just have fun with and talk to..... shes funny and.. just someone i need right now to hang around in school.

getting back to school isn't easy cos there's been some changes be it school-wise or friends-wise, but i'm dealing with it and it isn't affecting me that much. just... 0 fucks given. HAHAHAH kidding (: 

but other than that, i'll check in probably..... monday night? after i end another 5 days of work

aurevoir~