understand

recently i've been a quitter. or maybe i have a quitter mindset. for a moment today, i wanted to quit everything and just stop working so hard for everything. money, my body, results. e v e r y single thing. I wanted to break down and cry because i couldn't see any results coming out from all the hard work and sweat i'm putting in. until the end of today, when i realised that it's too early for any results to be shown and results takes time. maybe for others it merely takes a few days and weeks but everyone is different and i just need more time. I need to give myself time to learn everything and be good at all of it. i expect great results from substandard work that i'm producing and thats wrong. sigh, i need to really be more patient. :(
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