tick tock, time is running out

ive been working everyday for the past few weeks, juggling 3 jobs and wow ive never felt more exhausted. really feel like crying cos i cant take it. woke up at 6:45am and worked till.. now which is 10:45pm. 7:45am to 8:45pm at the cafe and 9:15 to 10:30 at twelve because they didnt have a closer. my body is overworked and im so so tired. cant believe its my damn fucking birthday tomorrow and i feel so fucking insignificant. im not sure if its the fatigue and cranky-ness that is causing me to be so childish and emotional (really hoping it is). im really not sure how much more i can take :( 

have no one to talk to or turn to cos im scared theyre gonna think im immature and lame and wtf maybe i am la fuck

i hope i can rest for a couple of days before my hectic lite resumes... in any case.. 

here's a selfie in case u ever forgot how i looked like-