brussel sprouts

coming up with a post title is so difficult
im actually eating brussel sprouts now for my late lunch

anyway i said i would do a what i ate post so here is it!
this is from 2 days back so enjoy~

breakfast: guacamole on toast and a banana

daily cuppa

meal 2: fruits (gold kiwi and apples!)

meal 3 (lunch): veg and 2 slices of bread

before i went to work i made strawberry tea and threw in a handful of frozen berries. packed 2 bananas for work as well

meal 4: oatmeal at work. and 2 bananas!!

also i ate a cupcake that day bc it was my last day at twelve so that is probably my last cupcake in my entire life. considering that i don't eat cupcakes and didn't eat cupcakes until i started working at twelve.

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anyway, i was out the entire day yesterday and i couldn't have my meals yesterday at home so i had sushi for both meals. and it was the worst decision i've made because i realised that my body can't work with gluten or carbs..... i felt extremely sluggish and bloated after i ate carbs. And even after i ate a cupcake, i woke up being v bloated the next day (ystd morning) and the bloatedness didn't go away.

so now i'm trying to keep away from gluten and refined sugar and white carbs sigh

this means no sushi anymore (unless i have it moderately) 

anyway, i found gluten free snacks that i used to eat waaay back and had this earlier as a pre lunch thingy

yes 99% fat free and gluten free

also going for a run tonight, quite excited for that. 

i think that's all the updates i've got at the moment.

bye all~

-annabelle tammie-

hey there

hello
feeling rather happy because i managed to survive a short run (or rather, a sprint) after a long and semi-crappy day due to my uncontrollable eating.
and also, very in the mood while listening to arctic monkeys.
i'm looking forward to tomorrow because i have my meals all planned out and have a list of things that i've got to do before school resumes on monday.
I guess I like the feeling of being productive.
I'm also starting to like the shape of my legs/thighs because the muscles are starting to form and less half-muscle/half-flab kind of situation.
but that also means i won't have a big "thigh gap" anymore but hey fuck that!
might do a post of "What I Ate Today" if i have the time or if i remember to take pictures of all my meals hahahaha
-gdnight :-)

quick

blogging a quick post before i head to bed :-) feeling quite content after a day of clearing my desk + cupboard and work. managed to get some food to last me for a couple of weeks so im feeling very motivated right now!! 

and also arms day tomorrow, im excited 👍 

hehe goodnight everyone, good monday!

yasss

rambling

hello there.
i've been back on social media for about 24 to 48 hours and im sick of it already which means i might delete my twitter and instagram and only post when i have things i want to post.
anyhoo, today was a rather good day bc i managed to do some permanent damage to my finances!!!! it's amazing how i made that sound so good like a guilty pleasure. i met brandon today and had lunch + movie + quick shopping trip :-) it was so good but the girl in me is still slightly unsatisfied bc i feel like i need m o r e. but maybe i'll be satisfied when my nastygal package arrives. i got a stussy bucket hat, 2 white tops from topshop, 2 items from zara, 2 items from editor's market and also a thomas sabo charm for my sis for her birthday. yes whatever i've bought is definitely not enough
and also i realised that my cupboard is getting really messy so i'm gonna rearrange it and pack it tomorrow. considering switching my cork board into a jewelry board instead bc everything is just so messy.....
also going for yoga tomorrow to help with the bloatedness
then going to the supermarket
and work at 4!

im quite excited for tomorrow. i know it's gon' be guuuuuuud :-)

the day i was born

birthday and death day mean the same thing and carry the same significance. just that the date of birth is celebrated yearly, simply because we know when we were born. if we knew when our death day is we would probably mourn every year on that day and it'll probably carry more significance than a birthday.
just putting it out there.

anyway so my birthday wasn't a big hooha, it was actually quieter than any other day. thank you to all who wished me especially those who sent out a really long text. means a lot to me when i'm so emotional and fragile these past few weeks. i know i don't reply much but from the bottom of my heart i am really touched :')
so today i went for lunch w my dad's side and had jap food... ate quite a lot. then went kino after my family left since it was at liang court.. papa had to go back to the naval base and kuku went home with the kids so it gave me some alone time. ended up buying 5 books and it might just be the best birthday buys yet (for this year). came home, read a book and fell asleep. woke up and felt quite sick because of my bloated-ness... watched an episode of bones and then mummy came home!! she bought home sushi (again, YAY) and a slice of buckwheat blueberry cake. (my mum honestly knows me THE BEST) and she also bought me a thomas sabo charm bracelet. which i wasn't expecting because she gave me money a few weeks ago to pay for my gym membership and she said this is your birthday present ya. I was OVER THE MOON when she gave me the money and i really wasn't expecting ANYTHING......... ahhhhh. anyway, waited for my bloated tummy to subside a bit and went to the gym wanting to do arms.. but heck the gym was PACKED so i ended up doing interval running and biking for 30 mins without break and daaaaaamn it felt good... esp on the treadmill when you can adjust the incline of it..

however felt like shit when i got home bc my bloated tummy became worse when i chugged down my water :-( but am feeling much better now!

-also don't mean to brag but daaaaamn legs day has been paying off.. 

actually u know what, i reserve every right to brag about my body because i worked my ass off for it. my legs may not be as tiny any more but that's because MY THIGHS R NOW MUSCLES bitches.

goodnight

-annabelle tammie

tick tock, time is running out

ive been working everyday for the past few weeks, juggling 3 jobs and wow ive never felt more exhausted. really feel like crying cos i cant take it. woke up at 6:45am and worked till.. now which is 10:45pm. 7:45am to 8:45pm at the cafe and 9:15 to 10:30 at twelve because they didnt have a closer. my body is overworked and im so so tired. cant believe its my damn fucking birthday tomorrow and i feel so fucking insignificant. im not sure if its the fatigue and cranky-ness that is causing me to be so childish and emotional (really hoping it is). im really not sure how much more i can take :( 

have no one to talk to or turn to cos im scared theyre gonna think im immature and lame and wtf maybe i am la fuck

i hope i can rest for a couple of days before my hectic lite resumes... in any case.. 

here's a selfie in case u ever forgot how i looked like-

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have been slacking on my fitness routines recently because i've been so busy and work just sucks the life out of me.
i'm rushing a blogpost out because i have work tomorrow morning at 8am :(
i really wanted to go yoga or gym tonight but i had a heavy dinner with mummy so i had to forgo exercising since i have to sleep early.
if it wasn't for work i would be in the gym now.
haven't been in the gym for about a week already oh gosh i feel so guilty.
going to hit the gym on sunday night tho, can't wait :)
need to start planning my gym schedules a week before hand so i don't slack off.
goodnight everyone!!!!!!!!

understand

recently i've been a quitter. or maybe i have a quitter mindset. for a moment today, i wanted to quit everything and just stop working so hard for everything. money, my body, results. e v e r y single thing. I wanted to break down and cry because i couldn't see any results coming out from all the hard work and sweat i'm putting in. until the end of today, when i realised that it's too early for any results to be shown and results takes time. maybe for others it merely takes a few days and weeks but everyone is different and i just need more time. I need to give myself time to learn everything and be good at all of it. i expect great results from substandard work that i'm producing and thats wrong. sigh, i need to really be more patient. :(
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