1.1

hello guys!

Today i had my last paper which was quite doable!!! 

So this marks the end of 1.1.... wowwww, so fast homaigoodness.

I have been MIAing for the past few.. weeks or month? Because I've been busy studying and all. Lol no jk, i only started studying last week during study break HAHAHAHAH. Slacker anna is slack. 

But before that I had projects so to those who actually read this space, I'm sorry!!!! 

Here are some visuals from this week cos it was my great grandmother's birthday dinner (which is quite a huge thing for my family) and I also had a great lunch with jacks so im now lying on my bed.... just using my laptop woohoo. Haven't felt so free in a long time cos I'm always stressed out about exams and projects. Meh

 okkkk visual spam

pictures are not in chronological order......... i think? HAHAHAH i have no clue.

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Monday night I think when I was going to meet BG for an overnight studying session. 

Overnighted like 3 nights that week.. Soooo bad for my healthy -and face and body and everything- 

not gonna overnight anymore >:( 

yummy pineapple cake thing from taiwan. I think it's 238 kcals for 1. I ate half and got scared and threw it away......... Idk i'm crazy. I really think I am sometimes.

but on a side note, IT'S REALLY REALLY GOOD -inserts heart shaped eyes emoji-

crabz from dinner @ grandma's buffet yum yum in my tum tum

PRAWNS I LOVE YOU MARRY ME in my tummy. 

I love seafood I am a huggggeeeee seafood eater. I just love anything that comes from the sea. Including seaweed. haha

and silly me fell on the bus............ -.- 

I fell on the bus and scraped my knees and scratch my hand. Gwen kept telling me to put Burnol, the antiseptic cream but the thought of jabbing it with a cotton bud and antiseptic was quite scary so I managed to find antiseptic POWDER. I put a ton of it on my finger and my knee thinking it wouldn't hurt as much but..... uhm... *slaps self* IT'S ANTISEPTIC what made me think it wouldnt hurt pls tell me oh gad.

one of those bus rides going to lib to meet kim and may for a study sessions heheheeeheheheeeeee

(finished) CRABS @ joo chiat. Best. Crabs. Ever. I love black pepper crabs omg black pepper tastes soooooo good. I only ate crabs that day so its ok won't put on weight -hopefully *crosses fingers*

made this for mummy hehehehe

studying at the airport on.......... sunday. ): 

HONEY PLS, LONELY BUT FABULOUS.

studying for BA 3 days ago. 

Super stressful because I was so scared for BA. 

but it turned out ok hehehehe (: thank god!!!!!

May and I do BA until super pek cek like seriously. Wanted to tear my paper up when I was doing it for the second time.

MAAAAAAAAAYYYYY. 

baby if u ever read this, I'm so thankful for you especially during the last 2 or 3 weeks of the sem. 

Thank you for travelling from pioneer to study at the airport with me. And slowly explaining and teaching me econs (: hehe couldn't have gotten through the torturous 2 weeks without you I love u so much :* Thank you for staying by my side!!!!! ai ni ai ni <3

SCAB. argh i hate it when something is scabbing because ITCHY

great grandma's birthday:

eye make up I LIKE hehe

happy girls hehe.

ON A FULL TUMMY.

Gr8 grandma!

Phon Family '14 

yes our family is super huge hahahah but i think it's becoming smaller ):

2nd last course for the night, CRABS

went home after grandma's dinner to chiong econs cos I was scared for it.. 

it's the only subject that I got a C for ): and I got a D for the first test I took so... 

yeah, studied till 3 that day then went to sleep. Woke up at 11, immediately got ready then met may at 12:30 at the airport. Studied from 12:30 to 6.. 

Went to MPL to study from 7-9 after that.. 

Then headed home, rested for an hour then studied from 10-1. 

AFTER EXAM TODAY:::::::::::::;;;;;;

yong tau fu with JACKZ i know u're gonna read this HI JACKS

time spent  with jacks is always time well spent cos he always makes me laugh *thumbs up* We ate soooo much for lunch cos siglap YTF is motherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr good. It was so sinful. Like, we wiped out the first plate then we went to order more food... actually just the really crispy thing -which is damn freaking shiok- ngoh hiang and tofu skin. WAAAAHH SOO GOOD. Our entire lunch was about... $8/person? It's quite ex but... for the quality of food, IT'S WORTH IT. Walked home from siglap under in blistering heat with jacks cos he said he can take 76 from my house.. so our logical way of getting to my house is walking. HAHAHAHA got home, showered and now i'm here! woohoo

So before I end this post!!!! 

I just wanted to saaaaaaayyyyyyyy i'm really excited for the holidays cos holidays are the time were I get my life back on track and I have so many things planned for myself :') hehe Can't wait to share with you guys once I get down to it!

on a side note: Look at gwen.. she's been here for me for the past week and she's so sweet i'm gonna get diabetes :') 

love u gwen mwah :*

ok guys! bye x!

TGIF 

20 facts about meEeeEEEee

I already did this tag on instagram but since i havent blogged in a long time, i decided to do another 20 facts! and also because after i did the one on insta, a lot more came popping into my mind HAHA.

ok so here we go!

1. I draw my eyebrows everyday if I'm going out -I believe that brows are the most impt features of the face other than eyes- 

2. I'm not afraid of cockroaches or insects. But I just hate them and get really disgusted when I see them.

3. I really love listening to R&B especially those with a slower tempo. (eg John Legend, Robin Thicke) 

4. When I'm really stressed or nervous, I tend to keep really quiet and i don't like to talk to people cos I'll be thinking a lot in my mind and I need to organize my thoughts and all that. -weird I know- 

5. I'm reallllllllly lazy but can be quite hardworking when I feel motivated

6. I have really really bad PMS.. I pity my close friends cos they have to endure me when I'm PMSing. 

7. Hate to admit it... but I'm super duper violent.

8. I get annoyed easily.. and I'm very short and hot tempered.

9. I give in quite easily.. especially to people that I have a soft spot for.

10. I really like to eat crabs 

11. I used to think my birthday was cool until I realised many people have the same birthdate *MAJOR SIGH* 

12. I was born on october 10 1996, 11:56pm 

13. I believe 13 is an unlucky number...

14. so yes I'm quite superstitious.. AHAHA

15. I may or may not like someone right now. 

16. I honestly don't like having a crush or falling in love when it's one sided cos I find it super tiring.. :\

17. My home clothes = baggy shirt and nike pros

18. I have TONS of sports wear cos of gymnastics but now it's just collecting dust ): 

19. I have intentions on returning to gymnastics -within this month-

20. I used to be short in pri sch but within the 4 years of sec school, i grew from 149cm to 164cm hahahaha 

OK thats all! bye!!!! :D

over-thinking

here i am, lying on my bed (or sitting)
over thinking every little thing
from how I (disgustingly) look, my studies, my friends, my feelings
hmm, over thinking every possible thing even though i should spend my time studying...
Sometimes i wonder where i get the energy to over-think when I'm constantly so tired and drained out. Maybe it's because I spend all my energy over-thinking thats why.
Hmm, idk ahaha
sometimes I wonder why I over think... why is it so natural for me and how is it possible for me to over think till i get a headache argh
So annoyed and tired....
I should study too but I'm too tired
gonna head to pp macs to study alone
i hope u guys have a gr8 weekend x

i hate eating
i hate myself for eating
why am i like this
i hate myself

last week of school

Hello

ok i shall start my post from last weekend to make up for the lack of updates + the boring week that I just had (which i don't rly have anything to blog about)

So last saturday I had dinner with brandon before we started studying with Ben! 

Studied from like a few hours which was quite productive

cute fatty brandon

hehe he treated me starbucks also. Always feel so loved when I'm around him *_* 

Next day, sunday

met the CSA project mates to complete our project cos our submission was on monday at 10am and we only completed it at 2am. It's really last min lol. After meeting them, I went to meet buy my leather ark sandals then met ben at orchard before going for mass SCTC outing!!! but we only made it for dinner a vivo so.. that's quite a bummer.

Monday - no visuals were taken but basically jy and I met in sch at 9 and handed in our project. then came to my house to sleep... cos we had a presentation at 4. And i swear JY sleeps like a log AHAHA. Anyway, woke up at 12:30 and did on our scripts and what not till 2:30 then reaslised that we didn't have time to get ready and all since we're meeting the group at 3. Reached school at 3:30 giving us little time (or even no time at all) to run through our entire presentation.... So we didn't. Oh well, no more WP for the rest of the sem. I am so darn thankful :') 

Tuesday- didn't go to school cos I had no classes LOL.

Wednesday- was having a really bad day... so yeah.. haha 

then fatty came to surprise me with gong cha cos I kept complaining about how bad my day went.

So it went from a thumbs down to a thumbs up! *_*

 Went home to sleep then woke up and completed some work :-) 

Thursday - no visuals were taken. Again. cos I had classes then went to the lounge for my lounge duty then went home to sleep. hahah that's all LOL

Friday- 

one of the most frustrating day of the week. 

I thought my white formal shirt was already dry since my last presentation was on monday. but no. 

MY MAID WAS WASHING IT THAT MORNING. Practically panicked cos I had a class in an hour and then I had presentation after class. So i had to skip my tutorial (accounting tutorial) for the first time even though I studied for it the night before.

Got so pissed that I went to get sushi for my brunch (fat anna's logic)

and stock up n soya milk. But i only ate 1 tray which the the one on the right then I couldn't eat anymore.

 I have a small appetite so can't blame me.

Got home and then watched hk drama till 12, then realised that my shirt is already dry so I headed to school at 1.

last presentation of the sem I AM HAPPY hehehehe 

met brandon after presentation and went to have korean food at plaza sing. 

not bad. But not that gr8 either.

had ice cream after dinner x_x so fattening oh god

yup that's me a glutton. gonna post this pic here cos I know ben saved it in his phone. 

SO I GOTTA USE IT FIRST BEFORE HE BLACKMAILS ME HAHA

pineapple tarts from hongkong *__*

ok so that's all for my week!

Overnight studied with the 3 idiots last night.

Quite productive. Did organising WHICH IS A HELL LONG CHAPTER WTF?????? so fookin' wordy.

And revised on my accounting. 

hopefully can finish revising on accounting tonight and then continue econs.

poly life is hard.

life in general is tough

rah ):

gbye!

oh yeah it's holidays now so have fun everyone! study hard for your upcoming test :* 

sick

helloooo

wooooo i'm getting into a routine of frequent blogging! 

Actually, I'm not. LOL, i'm just sick and at home and bored so yeah.

Soo, i'm down with sore throat and fever and it sucks a lot boo ): 

Thank god I didn't plan anything today so it doesn't really matter! I hope I get better tomorrow so that I can go see my two fav boys and study with them (:

So the past week/3 days has been pretty eventful. 

Monday had classes and what not then headed home.. I think??

Tuesday helped out for SU ndp thing then had classes then went to lounge then went home to get some sleep.

Wednesday had school and what not then headed to grandparents' place for family dinner.

Nothing much la really!!!!

But hopefully the rest of the week will be fun, considering that I have things going on tmr, saturday and sunday!

And cos I have nothing to do at home, I camwhored.

:p 

enjoy

HAHA 

Im having a good hair day, so sorry. Bear with me :p HAHAHAH

ok, gg to thread my brows now (even though I'm sick and probably shouldn't do that but oh well, A GIRL'S GOTTA DO WHAT A GIRL'S GOTTA DO.)

WITH THAAAAT,

ciao. 

Frustrated. Again.

Again.
We're always back in the same situation, arguing and fighting over the smallest things.
I guess this is why they say mother knows the best because you'll never know me. You know me as well as a stranger even though we're blood related and you're my dad.
To be honest, I've always envied people who have darn good relationship with their father cos I've never felt that way before and in my opinion, never will.
I would say it's both of our fault. You're too busy with work and your other family, I'm too busy with school and everything. You've never included me in any family vacations you've had. I've never taken up the initiative to talk to you or bond with you. You've never taken time out of work to spend time with me, despite the countless times I've asked you. You're busy and you have a family to take care of, you're also the sole breadwinner of your family. I understand. I understand how you feel towards me, disappointed, sad, angry because I feel the exact same way. And yet, we still can't overlook our faults and just forget everything. So here I am, ranting cos I'm angry and annoyed that after all this time we're still unable to communicate. We've never been able to communicate because I never knew how it felt like to be close to you. I still remember I would cry whenever I had to spend the weekend with you, because that's how much I didn't want to spend time with you. I would wail and whine so loudly, hoping you would get annoyed so that you will u-turn and send me home. So.. I guess the gap was there ever since you got split custody with mummy. I'm sad that both of you didn't work out and I'm even sadder that we can't even talk to each other. I try to tell you something but you just don't understand. And I think I give up. After about a year of trying when I told myself I'll start studying harder to make you proud (which I hope happened) I have no idea what else I can do to make you notice me. I'm no longer a small child that will always have your attention. And I wish you can give me the attention you gave me back then...... This is sad.
Our relationship is deteriorating.
I wouldn't even count ourselves as strangers
because strangers don't feel such rage towards each other
I can't believe i'm saying this.
but, I want to know how it feels like having a father that is constantly there when I'm home to ask me how my day was, ask me if I have enough to spend, ask me if I want to have a lift to school, have dinner with me or maybe just have a nice talk at night.
I'm starting to see daddy(my step father) as a "better" father figure than my biological dad.
Hm
lastly, I'm just sad that the only feeling that I know I feel towards you is hatred.
No idea why. I can't stop myself from feeling that way. But I think... I really hate you and I can't help it.
i'm sorry.
I didn't mean for things to be this way. If it's my fault. I'm so sorry.
Even if it's not my fault, I still am.
you've
never understood me
and
never will.

MIA

hello 

my life has been a mess lately. Actually, I wouldn't say it's/was in a mess. It's just pretty hectic and I've been feeling quite tired! But nonetheless, it has been eventful cos I've been spending loads of time with the people I love doing the things I enjoy (minus studying) 

Sooo basically, 

what I've been doing is just 

1. eating (and not watching my diet >:( )

2. Studying

3. Having dinners 

4. meeting bg/odion/adrian/going to lounge/

here are some visualzzzzzzz 

O NI MA THE TOU

odion, my first SCTC empire 

POM -best group- presentation

the (second) cutest dog award goes to him.

the cutest dog award goes to Dodo HAHAHAHAHAH

shameless me

Econs group presentation

that's it for now guyssss. I'll be back very soon when something more eventful happens :D