I've been thinking bout you

The past week has been extremely frustrating especially when my mind keeps wandering off to you whenever I'm studying. But last night I've convinced myself that I'm better off not talking to you no matter how much my mind tells me I should just tell you I miss you. It's so ridiculous that I've become so attached to you. But now I no longer care. Hahah.

Other than that, I'm panicking for exams for it's only a day away and I've yet to memorize everything or practice bstats or finish up on macro. I'm so doomed for my upcoming papers 😢😭 

Oh well, I hope you guys had a great week!!!!! 

ola

happy valentine's day to everyone regardless of your relationship status.
I'm starting to feel more and more hopeless and worried for end semester papers. I've also began to lose hope and motivation to study. I've stopped taking pictures of things around me. I've kinda been secluded from the world. In my own world, thinking about a bajillion things at a time. It's getting harder to talk to someone and hard to express my feelings esp after he left.
After he passed on, I lost someone that I thought would understand me and it sucks.
love sucks, it makes us feel.... helpless and on a constant roller coaster.
but we're still here, celebrating "love" on 14 February for saint valentines.
what a crazy world.

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i'm sure u can piece the puzzle together. 

random dinner date w my b(squared), reunion dinner followed by CNY. 

my days have been cloudy like cigarette smoke, thoughts messed up like a children's play house and studies slipping like butter from my fingers.

i need to get my act together, 

but till then

goodbye

x